Here are my week 8 VL results: 118 IU/ml.
I am dissappointed. More than I should be really. I was so hoping for undetectable.
I feel like I can do this, so long as it is working, but if it's not...
I am fed up of getting up in the night to take medication. I'm fed up of being tired all the time, and my ears being blocked, and my nose running. I find it hard to believe that I could be doing this for another 38 weeks, and it still not work.
And my boyfriend is really struggling with his mood at the moment and is hardly speaking. I feel insecure, on edge, and pissed off. Woohoo!
On the upside, the Lenograstim injection was fine, once I got my head round the IKEA like self-assembly instructions for the injection.
I'm going to have a full blood count done tomorrow, and if my neutrophils have recovered enough will be back up to 180mcg of interferon. Might as well throw everything at it.
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