The treatment is working! I am over the moon. I got my week 12 viral load results today - virus not detected. So, I'm in it for the long run, the full 48 weeks.
My neutrophils are down to 0.31, so the nurse told me to restart the Lenograstim.
The weather over the past week has been beautiful. Lots of sunshine. I've been really good about covering up and using sunblock, but I now have rash all over my hands, which was the only bit of me that was just protected with sunblock rather than clothes. There's also a bit of rash on my belly too, which is a different shape. The rash on my knees has been like expanding circles. The rash on my belly is little dots. Time to start the hydrocortizone cream again I think, and no hot baths or swimming until it's completely cleared.
Showing posts with label Lenograstim. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Lenograstim. Show all posts
Wednesday, 5 June 2013
Wednesday, 22 May 2013
32. 21 May 2013 - Appointment at the hospital
My blood test results were all good news. My thyroid is still holding up ok, my neutrophils are up to 6.3 (towards the top of normal), and my platelets, though still falling, are falling slowly. I am anaemic, but only very slightly - normal for a woman is 150 - 120, and I scored 118.
As my neutrophils are quite high I'll be taking a couple of weeks break from the Lenograstim. I'm not sure about this, as on the forum, people found that for 3 days after injecting G-CSF their neutrophils were high; i.e. that it worked immediately; but that 3 days later after all the new white blood cells had died (they have a three day lifespan), their neutrophil count would be pretty much back to where it was. My nurse insists that Lenograstim works by stimulating bone marrow stem cell production and works over a couple of week timeframe. So, I'm not taking any for the next couple of weeks, and then will have another blood test to see how they are holding up.
The nurse prescribed me some sunblock and a 500ml bottle of Aveeno lotion, to save me the full cost.
I've put on about 4kgs/9lbs since I started treatment. It's all the snacking. I've stopped having treats with my Boceprevir, and have half an Oatibix with some milk - about 50 calories. I'm still in my healthy weight band, and the extra fat gives more space for the injections.
We chatted through how i'm doing, and a bit about how I'm feeling. I told the nurse that I'm finding depression the main challenge, but down-played it a bit. I'm already on 40mg of Citalopram, and I don't really want to go up to 60mg, and I think that would have been his suggestion.
I feel boring, as I don't do much except what is necessary. I am not engaged in anything apart from treatment. I can hardly string a sentence together, except, would you like a cup of tea. I fear that my boyfriend is going to get bored with me and fall out of love with me, that he will forget that this isn't what I'm really like, before I recover. But, although that is difficult, and sad, and how I feel, I know it's probably paranoia - so what's the point in asking for help with it. "I keep having these stupid thoughts...." How can the nurse help me with that? The greatest battle is in the mind. I feel like I should be learning something profound about life from this, but my brain is too dull.
Week 12 blood tests on Friday. Eek!
As my neutrophils are quite high I'll be taking a couple of weeks break from the Lenograstim. I'm not sure about this, as on the forum, people found that for 3 days after injecting G-CSF their neutrophils were high; i.e. that it worked immediately; but that 3 days later after all the new white blood cells had died (they have a three day lifespan), their neutrophil count would be pretty much back to where it was. My nurse insists that Lenograstim works by stimulating bone marrow stem cell production and works over a couple of week timeframe. So, I'm not taking any for the next couple of weeks, and then will have another blood test to see how they are holding up.
The nurse prescribed me some sunblock and a 500ml bottle of Aveeno lotion, to save me the full cost.
I've put on about 4kgs/9lbs since I started treatment. It's all the snacking. I've stopped having treats with my Boceprevir, and have half an Oatibix with some milk - about 50 calories. I'm still in my healthy weight band, and the extra fat gives more space for the injections.
We chatted through how i'm doing, and a bit about how I'm feeling. I told the nurse that I'm finding depression the main challenge, but down-played it a bit. I'm already on 40mg of Citalopram, and I don't really want to go up to 60mg, and I think that would have been his suggestion.
I feel boring, as I don't do much except what is necessary. I am not engaged in anything apart from treatment. I can hardly string a sentence together, except, would you like a cup of tea. I fear that my boyfriend is going to get bored with me and fall out of love with me, that he will forget that this isn't what I'm really like, before I recover. But, although that is difficult, and sad, and how I feel, I know it's probably paranoia - so what's the point in asking for help with it. "I keep having these stupid thoughts...." How can the nurse help me with that? The greatest battle is in the mind. I feel like I should be learning something profound about life from this, but my brain is too dull.
Week 12 blood tests on Friday. Eek!
Thursday, 9 May 2013
23. 9 May 2013 - Back up to 180 mcg interferon, and my theory on disappointment
The Lenograstim is already working. I injected it on Sunday night, and my neutrophils were back up to 2.1 on Wednesday, so now I'm back on 180 mcg Interferon.
Not getting the result I wanted in my last viral load test has motivated me to make sure I'm doing everything I can, so I volunteered to go back for another full blood count blood test, to get back on the full dose of interferon as soon as possible.
I wrote my last post at a low moment, I'd just got the viral load test results back and they weren't what I wanted. I posted a moan on here and on the forums, went for a personal training session, and within an hour, was fine with it.
I like to be positive and not worry, to assume that the best will happen. I had got myself in a frame of mind where I was expecting to see "undetectable". It's a danger, that by thinking positively, I set myself up for disappointment. But, the disappointment doesn't last long, a few hours. Whereas, I feel, if I tried to prepare myself for less than ideal news, I would spend many more hours feeling low.
I've got 2 weeks to go until my 12 week viral load tests. If I don't make the cut-off, then treatment is over. No point worrying about it. I'm doing my best.
The next thing, assuming I continue on treatment, is my platelets - apparently they are falling quite quickly. They are ok at present, but if they fall much more then once again I'll be on the lower dose of interferon. My next tests are on the 20th of May, before my clinic appointment on the 21st.
Not getting the result I wanted in my last viral load test has motivated me to make sure I'm doing everything I can, so I volunteered to go back for another full blood count blood test, to get back on the full dose of interferon as soon as possible.
I wrote my last post at a low moment, I'd just got the viral load test results back and they weren't what I wanted. I posted a moan on here and on the forums, went for a personal training session, and within an hour, was fine with it.
I like to be positive and not worry, to assume that the best will happen. I had got myself in a frame of mind where I was expecting to see "undetectable". It's a danger, that by thinking positively, I set myself up for disappointment. But, the disappointment doesn't last long, a few hours. Whereas, I feel, if I tried to prepare myself for less than ideal news, I would spend many more hours feeling low.
I've got 2 weeks to go until my 12 week viral load tests. If I don't make the cut-off, then treatment is over. No point worrying about it. I'm doing my best.
The next thing, assuming I continue on treatment, is my platelets - apparently they are falling quite quickly. They are ok at present, but if they fall much more then once again I'll be on the lower dose of interferon. My next tests are on the 20th of May, before my clinic appointment on the 21st.
Friday, 3 May 2013
21. 3 May 2013 - Lenograstim
My neutrophils were back down to 0.41 on Wednesday, so I now have Lenograstim. It comes as a kit! With a powder and water you have to mix and two syringes. I wasn't expecting that. The pharmacist took me through it at the hospital. How wrong can I go?!?
On the forum, I was advised not to inject myself with the G-CSF and Interferon on the same day, as it will knock me for six, so I'm going to wait until Monday to try it.
Cor I'm tired today. Today is usually my good day, Friday, just before the injection. Every week so far I've managed to go to the gym on Friday. Not today though.
I've been running around all day. The car battery was flat so I had to get the AA to take me to the garage for the car service and MOT, then I had an appointment, the a half hour walk back and waiting ages to pick the car up and drive home. Then a walk to the hospital to pick up my new prescription. Is it bed time yet? Little moans. All is well.
My GP has put my anti-depressant dose up, and I think that's helping my concentration and mood, so work's a bit easier.
Off to steam my head now! (I feel it really helps clear the nasty dried mucous that fills my ears, sinuses and chest.)
On the forum, I was advised not to inject myself with the G-CSF and Interferon on the same day, as it will knock me for six, so I'm going to wait until Monday to try it.
Cor I'm tired today. Today is usually my good day, Friday, just before the injection. Every week so far I've managed to go to the gym on Friday. Not today though.
I've been running around all day. The car battery was flat so I had to get the AA to take me to the garage for the car service and MOT, then I had an appointment, the a half hour walk back and waiting ages to pick the car up and drive home. Then a walk to the hospital to pick up my new prescription. Is it bed time yet? Little moans. All is well.
My GP has put my anti-depressant dose up, and I think that's helping my concentration and mood, so work's a bit easier.
Off to steam my head now! (I feel it really helps clear the nasty dried mucous that fills my ears, sinuses and chest.)
Saturday, 27 April 2013
19. 27 April 2013 - 8 weeks done
Yesterday was the end of week 8 of my Hep C treatment regime.
I'm feeling ok still, kind of ok, the kind of ok where you have a doctor's appointment in the morning to discuss increasing your anti-depressant dose. My head feels bleary, as my eyes are. I can't hold thoughts in the right place, they just slide off centre and fall out into the recesses of my brain before I can work with them. It's frustrating. I feel useless and like I'm always saying the wrong thing. That's pretty much the worst of it though.
I need to sleep a lot; about 10-11 hours a night to feel refreshed. Nightmares have become a regularity. One in which rats sneaked up and bit my face whenever I drifted off to sleep was a low point. I'm hoping that increasing the anti-depressant dose will at least mean that I have happier weird dreams.
I know I'd feel much better if I was sleeping more deeply, but haven't found a solution. I am sleeping, just not well. The hospital have suggested zopiclone, but I've had it before and it made me feel worse than I feel now. Valerian helps, but I'm nervous about taking it. I looked it up on drugs.com and couldn't find an interaction with Boceprevir, Ribavirin or Interferon, so started taking it. Then I discussed it with the nurse at the hospital who pointed out that because Valerian isn't a registered medicine it won't show on the interaction databases, and the advice is not to take supplements on treatment. I'm compromising by having Valerian tea rather than the pills - as no one seems to have anything bad to say about herbal tea, only "supplements", perhaps because the active ingredients are less concentrated, or perhaps just because nobody has thought about it.
Yesterday at the gym, my 2k rowing time was about 10 mins 15 seconds - that's not far off where I was when I started, and much better than a couple of weeks ago. I had energy. I had bounce. I had joie de vivre. In my daydream interpretation of my side-effects, this is because the day before was the day when the virus died, and now my body doesn't have to deal with fighting it any more, just with the medicine.
My end of week 8 Viral Loads will support or disprove that theory. They aren't used for determining whether to continue treatment, but the FDA approved package insert shows that in the initial clinical trials, 88% of those with undetectable virus levels at week 8 went on to clear the virus, verses 43% of those where the virus was detectable at week 8. I will get my week 8 results in two to three weeks time - eek!
Other stuff which is a bit rubbish - I spend most nights in the spare bed, not snuggled up with my love. I sleep so lightly and am tossing and turning and coughing etc, that I wake him up, then he wakes me up. We both sleep better in separate beds at the moment.
I'm still severely neutropenic, and the clinic head is still putting off giving me G-CSF to stimulate my bone marrow to produce more white blood cells. Current plan, I have more blood tests on Wednesday, and if there hasn't been an improvement then I get Lenograstim.
I've also managed to persuade the nurse to give me a vitamin D test. In the end I emailed him the papers I'd found suggesting that it's important for successful treatment that your vitamin D, B and A levels are all good. Here are the studies I found:
Tips:
- don't eat acid food (e.g. oranges, tinned peached) with your Boceprevir, take them with milk.
- exercise as much as you can;
- Aveeno bath/shower oil.
My blood test results so far
Thanks for listening. x
I'm feeling ok still, kind of ok, the kind of ok where you have a doctor's appointment in the morning to discuss increasing your anti-depressant dose. My head feels bleary, as my eyes are. I can't hold thoughts in the right place, they just slide off centre and fall out into the recesses of my brain before I can work with them. It's frustrating. I feel useless and like I'm always saying the wrong thing. That's pretty much the worst of it though.
I need to sleep a lot; about 10-11 hours a night to feel refreshed. Nightmares have become a regularity. One in which rats sneaked up and bit my face whenever I drifted off to sleep was a low point. I'm hoping that increasing the anti-depressant dose will at least mean that I have happier weird dreams.
I know I'd feel much better if I was sleeping more deeply, but haven't found a solution. I am sleeping, just not well. The hospital have suggested zopiclone, but I've had it before and it made me feel worse than I feel now. Valerian helps, but I'm nervous about taking it. I looked it up on drugs.com and couldn't find an interaction with Boceprevir, Ribavirin or Interferon, so started taking it. Then I discussed it with the nurse at the hospital who pointed out that because Valerian isn't a registered medicine it won't show on the interaction databases, and the advice is not to take supplements on treatment. I'm compromising by having Valerian tea rather than the pills - as no one seems to have anything bad to say about herbal tea, only "supplements", perhaps because the active ingredients are less concentrated, or perhaps just because nobody has thought about it.
Yesterday at the gym, my 2k rowing time was about 10 mins 15 seconds - that's not far off where I was when I started, and much better than a couple of weeks ago. I had energy. I had bounce. I had joie de vivre. In my daydream interpretation of my side-effects, this is because the day before was the day when the virus died, and now my body doesn't have to deal with fighting it any more, just with the medicine.
My end of week 8 Viral Loads will support or disprove that theory. They aren't used for determining whether to continue treatment, but the FDA approved package insert shows that in the initial clinical trials, 88% of those with undetectable virus levels at week 8 went on to clear the virus, verses 43% of those where the virus was detectable at week 8. I will get my week 8 results in two to three weeks time - eek!
Other stuff which is a bit rubbish - I spend most nights in the spare bed, not snuggled up with my love. I sleep so lightly and am tossing and turning and coughing etc, that I wake him up, then he wakes me up. We both sleep better in separate beds at the moment.
I'm still severely neutropenic, and the clinic head is still putting off giving me G-CSF to stimulate my bone marrow to produce more white blood cells. Current plan, I have more blood tests on Wednesday, and if there hasn't been an improvement then I get Lenograstim.
I've also managed to persuade the nurse to give me a vitamin D test. In the end I emailed him the papers I'd found suggesting that it's important for successful treatment that your vitamin D, B and A levels are all good. Here are the studies I found:
- http://hepatitiscnewdrugs.blogspot.ca/2013/02/vitamins-magic-bullet-against-hepatitis.html
- http://www.hepctrust.org.uk/News_Resources/news/2013/April/Lo+levels+of+vit+A+and+D+associated+with+hcv+and+non+response+to+treatment
- http://www.hepctrust.org.uk/News_Resources/news/2012/January/Can+adding+vitamin+D+improve+response+to+HCV+antiviral+therapy#.UR4i5kZoNNY.blogger
Tips:
- don't eat acid food (e.g. oranges, tinned peached) with your Boceprevir, take them with milk.
- exercise as much as you can;
- Aveeno bath/shower oil.
My blood test results so far
Thanks for listening. x
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