27. 17 May 2013 - Feeling better again

Fortunately, the diarrhoea cleared up in a couple of days. The nurse told me that I could take Loperamide (Imodium), if I needed too. I've bought some just in case, but am currently fine again.

I've also got some Diphenhydramine. I thought an antihistamine might help with my constantly runny nose, and Diphenhydramine makes you dozy - it's sold as Nytol, so I chose that one to help me sleep too. I took some last night and I'd say that my skin felt more comfortable, less itchy, and my sinuses clearer. I also slept well, though I'm having difficulty waking up this morning.

A busy day today. I'm anxious about this weekend, particularly the drive back to Mum and Dad's. Sometimes I feel like it's a stupid risk to take, that I'm not up to the drive and might have an accident; and sometimes I think that I'll be absolutely fine, and that it's essential that I don't give in to the "I can't cope, I can't do it, it's too much" feeling, as then depression will have me. Whereas, coping, will show me I can do it and give me confidence.

It's the end of week 11 today! Only another 37 weeks to go, if all goes well. 23% of the way there...

26. 14 May 2013 - An unpleasant development

On Sunday night I broke my rules, and had fruit with my Boceprevir. I stewed some apples with berries for pudding, and took my pills with it. Mistake! Ever since I have had a delicate stomach, and, blurgh - diarrhoea.

There's something undermining about having to worry about making it to the loo in time at 36 years of age. I'm going to a wedding on Saturday. I really hope I don't have to make a run for it in the middle of the ceremony. Hopefully, the nurse will have got back to me with a remedy before then.