I'm feeling ok still, kind of ok, the kind of ok where you have a doctor's appointment in the morning to discuss increasing your anti-depressant dose. My head feels bleary, as my eyes are. I can't hold thoughts in the right place, they just slide off centre and fall out into the recesses of my brain before I can work with them. It's frustrating. I feel useless and like I'm always saying the wrong thing. That's pretty much the worst of it though.
I need to sleep a lot; about 10-11 hours a night to feel refreshed. Nightmares have become a regularity. One in which rats sneaked up and bit my face whenever I drifted off to sleep was a low point. I'm hoping that increasing the anti-depressant dose will at least mean that I have happier weird dreams.
I know I'd feel much better if I was sleeping more deeply, but haven't found a solution. I am sleeping, just not well. The hospital have suggested zopiclone, but I've had it before and it made me feel worse than I feel now. Valerian helps, but I'm nervous about taking it. I looked it up on drugs.com and couldn't find an interaction with Boceprevir, Ribavirin or Interferon, so started taking it. Then I discussed it with the nurse at the hospital who pointed out that because Valerian isn't a registered medicine it won't show on the interaction databases, and the advice is not to take supplements on treatment. I'm compromising by having Valerian tea rather than the pills - as no one seems to have anything bad to say about herbal tea, only "supplements", perhaps because the active ingredients are less concentrated, or perhaps just because nobody has thought about it.
Yesterday at the gym, my 2k rowing time was about 10 mins 15 seconds - that's not far off where I was when I started, and much better than a couple of weeks ago. I had energy. I had bounce. I had joie de vivre. In my daydream interpretation of my side-effects, this is because the day before was the day when the virus died, and now my body doesn't have to deal with fighting it any more, just with the medicine.
My end of week 8 Viral Loads will support or disprove that theory. They aren't used for determining whether to continue treatment, but the FDA approved package insert shows that in the initial clinical trials, 88% of those with undetectable virus levels at week 8 went on to clear the virus, verses 43% of those where the virus was detectable at week 8. I will get my week 8 results in two to three weeks time - eek!
Other stuff which is a bit rubbish - I spend most nights in the spare bed, not snuggled up with my love. I sleep so lightly and am tossing and turning and coughing etc, that I wake him up, then he wakes me up. We both sleep better in separate beds at the moment.
I'm still severely neutropenic, and the clinic head is still putting off giving me G-CSF to stimulate my bone marrow to produce more white blood cells. Current plan, I have more blood tests on Wednesday, and if there hasn't been an improvement then I get Lenograstim.
I've also managed to persuade the nurse to give me a vitamin D test. In the end I emailed him the papers I'd found suggesting that it's important for successful treatment that your vitamin D, B and A levels are all good. Here are the studies I found:
- http://hepatitiscnewdrugs.blogspot.ca/2013/02/vitamins-magic-bullet-against-hepatitis.html
- http://www.hepctrust.org.uk/News_Resources/news/2013/April/Lo+levels+of+vit+A+and+D+associated+with+hcv+and+non+response+to+treatment
- http://www.hepctrust.org.uk/News_Resources/news/2012/January/Can+adding+vitamin+D+improve+response+to+HCV+antiviral+therapy#.UR4i5kZoNNY.blogger
Tips:
- don't eat acid food (e.g. oranges, tinned peached) with your Boceprevir, take them with milk.
- exercise as much as you can;
- Aveeno bath/shower oil.
My blood test results so far
Thanks for listening. x
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